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Wednesday, August 11th, 2004

Time:2:33 am.

its sort of new. mostly old.
i just like the layout better and am too lazy to change this one or make a new journal.
see ya babies.
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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004

Subject:welcome to the dollhouse
Time:9:56 pm.
dear watercolors

this has been a rough week. for anyone in the world who doesnt already know, daisys compact mice is basically broken up. who knows if its for good, considering the band has been a hugely important part of my life for the past couple years, and i fucking love us, but sometimes you just do what you gotta do to survive. anyone know what songs thats from?

the weather has been amazing. i wish i lived somewhere where it was always this cold. where it would only snow during december, and never heavy, just light christmas snow. then spring would start late january, and go until june where then it would be hot for about two weeks so one could swim and camp, then progress directly into fall for july, august, september, october, and november. and i could always wear sweatshirts and thick socks.

i bought cat powers first record dear sir, and beat happenings first record jamboree, and an azure ray cd from testdepartment. i need new music really bad. anyone have any suggestions? i want sweet new rock that i havent heard before or 68 degrees outside calming music that i can sleep too and drive around when its cloudy.

i think i am buying a new car. a white creepy rapist van with no side windows. my sister got in a 5 car accident last week so i think i am going to be giving her my olds. good old clarrise, she has seen better days. as soon as i get a van, i am going to chicago twice, and new york for a weekend.

i have never made a livejournal post like this before.
here i am, i do things, goodnight my air.

sleep tight, sweet dreams, dont take any shit from me.
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Monday, August 9th, 2004

Time:10:37 pm.
dead in its tracks.
i macrame my hands
to get a better grip
on life
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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004

Time:1:02 am.
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Sunday, August 1st, 2004

Subject:lady lazarus, here, is, morning
Time:5:08 am.
one, two;
black moons, said great men,
bring black death.
but i am not this-
this hiss...
that creeps up upon
livid limps
and wretches them blind.
i am not this,
this divine drama
twisting and bursting, in throws of great sorrow.
black moons stretch great black marks upon my thighs.
give you something to reach for in the dark,
upraised beauty.
breathless and starless
i beg of you,
back away from this,
it can only move to martyr you now.
and i will not be the cause of that.
we both stand on our own two feet.
let us not forget.
lest we cease to concede,
to tangle.
it takes two,
two my dear sir.
so spout this disease against the eastern wall,
she sings.
here my baby boy,
is morning.
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Thursday, July 29th, 2004

Time:6:12 pm.

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Time:5:13 pm.

- date of birth: MARCH 24TH 1985
- hair colour (ex. pink as a cat boner): BLACK LIKE MY HEART
- eye colour (ex. black as my soul): GREY AND BLUE LIKE
- tallness: MEDIUM
- tattoos you'd like to get to impress people: BIG BLACK HEART ON MY ARM, SKULL ON MY TOE
- most recent movie you saw, and it's level of importance in your life: HARRY POTTER AND THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN. MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE.
- job you'd like to have: BARTENDER, BURLESQUE HOUSE OWNER
- describe the person you'll be in 20 years after you've lost all hope: HOMELESS PUNK GIRL LIVING ON THE STREET IN LA WITH A BIG DOG DRINKING A LOT OF BEER AND GETTING IN KNIFE FIGHTS
- if you could replace any piece of your body with some robot, what would you replace? MY FIST
- what you'd like god to look like: COURTNEY LOVE
- most recent song you listened to, and it's level of importance in your life: ASK THE ANGELS - THE DISTILLERS. NOT REALLY THAT IMPORTANT. ITS MORE JUST MUSIC TO ROCK OUT TO IN THE CAR.
- person you'd like to hit with a hammer, but not kill: BEN BEAVER

ECT ECT ETCCollapse )
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Time:3:59 pm.
sorry, i am bored.

stupid about me shitCollapse )
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Saturday, July 24th, 2004

Time:3:33 am.
i got my harry and the potters cds today.
wow! that was fast!

tonight i went to a punk show and watched a 40 year old man named tim finger himself in the ass while wearing nothing but a thong, a cock piece, and lots of white powder.

it was fucking amazing.

i think i have severe back problems. there is this spot on my right shoulder blade that is always tight like someone is wringing it through a vice of some kind and stabbing it with a screwdriver. like a pinched nerve. it hurts real fucking bad. hooray for not having health insurance right?

some of these songs uplift and make me emotional in a very embarrassing sort of way. i really really wish that hogwarts was a real place.

i feel like i havent slept for days.
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Tuesday, July 20th, 2004

Time:2:17 am.
tonight i got a paypal account so i could order the double album pack by harry and the potters.

1. I am a Wizard
2. Platform 9 and ¾
3. The Dark Lord Lament
4. Fluffy
5. Wizard Chess
6. Problem Solving Skillz
7. Back to School
8. The Foil (Malfoy)
9. Follow the Spiders
10. Save Ginny Weasley
11. 2 Weeks to Myself
12. Gryffindor Rocks
13. The Firebolt
14. My Teacher is a Werewolf
15. The Godfather
16. The Fourth Triwizard Champion
17. The Yule Ball
18. These Days are Dark

1. Voldemort Can't Stop the Rock!
2. the Weasle
3. the Missing Arm of Viktor Krum
4. Fred and George
5. Keeping Secrets From Me
6. Cornelius Fudge is an Ass
7. Dumbledore's Army
8. These Dreams Are Dark
9. Stick it to Dolores
10. SPEW
11. the Human Hosepipe
12. Luna Lovegood is OK
13. the Godfather: Part II
14. the Weapon

i am utterly and completely happy.

"oh my god! you look like a frog!"
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Sunday, July 18th, 2004

Time:10:41 pm.
hibernation / settle down

1. all the pretty horses - if god were caught
2. julie ruin - apt. #5
3. heavens to betsy - my red self
4. against me! - baby i'm an anarchist
5. mates of state - try (?)
6. courtney love - uncool
7. modest mouse - everything rides
8. the postal service - we will become silhouettes
9. bitch and animal - six states away
10. cat power - american flag
11. against me! - 8 full hours of sleep
12. harry and the potters - the godfather partII
13. radiohead - nice dream
14. all the pretty horses - white horses
15. patti smith - break it up
16. pj harvey - the desperate kingdom of love
17. life rocks! - keepers of the fabled city
18. modest mouse - (the ping pong song)
19. bitch and animal - miss me my dear
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Saturday, July 17th, 2004

Time:5:55 pm.
The \\
Last Cigarette:with matt. last year. shutup. it was the only time.
Last Alcoholic Drink:with aarin. 7th grade. wine cooler. i'm a poser.
Last Car Ride:1/2 hour ago. from taylors. to home.
Last Kiss:last night. taylor.
Last Good Cry:oh god.
Last Library Book:rolling stone women in rock. i never brought it back. checked it at least 2 years ago.
Last book bought:unabriged journals of sylvia plath.
Last Book Read:harry potter and the goblet of fire.
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:i, robot.
Last Movie Rented:i cant even remember. damn you netflix.
Last Cuss Word Uttered:who fucking knows.
Last Beverage Drank:coke at kinh do.
Last Food Consumed:mock duck and black bean sauce
Last Crush:john colburn.
Last Phone Call:i'm on the phone right now. with jillian.
Last TV Show Watched:inside the actors studio featuring billy joel.
Last Time Showered:at taylors cabin.
Last Shoes Worn:my blue converse with the pink star laces.
Last CD Played:distillers mix. dcm practice tape.
Last Item Bought:hat and knife at ben franklin.
Last Download:only the good die young.
Last Annoyance:taylor punching me in the boob really hard.
Last Disappointment:not having anything to do today.
Last Soda Drank:coke at kinh do. i already answered this.
Last Thing Written:coke at kihn do. i already answered this.
Last Key Used:period.
Last Words Spoken:yep.
Last Sleep:what?
Last Ice Cream Eaten:root beer float.
Last Chair Sat In:kinh do booth or this computer swivel chair.
Last Webpage Visited:www.tcpunk.com / www.livejournal.com/users/fuckingpinklady/friends/

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Monday, July 12th, 2004

Time:1:36 am.

tip it over and spill
these moon chill fingertips crack open
and run run run
goodbye all y'all little babies
see you in a few
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Sunday, July 11th, 2004

Time:2:24 am.

i want to fuck you.
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Saturday, July 10th, 2004

Time:2:01 am.
plants and rags, ease myself into a body bagCollapse )
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Thursday, July 8th, 2004

Time:2:22 am.

i just want to keep rubbing my eyes until the lightbursts behind them turn into shapes i remember and its okay to go to sleep for once.
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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004

Time:3:02 am.

i have made 6 mix cds in the past couple of days. its nice.
today at ragstock i found a dead hermit crab in the back room. it had a painted shell like the kind you used to be able to buy at the kiosks. it was tres bizarre.
today while at work and reading harry potter and the goblet of fire, at the peak of emotional intensity for poor harry, i started to cry. please dont look at me customers, i just have something in my eye.
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Tuesday, July 6th, 2004

Time:2:52 am.
this morning i made an acoustic/mellow/courtney/hole mix for dxxxxxn.
when it was done i went to work, unloaded boxes of clothes all day while listening to pj harveys "dry" album on repeat the entire time.
after work i went to target and bought hair dye and went to taylors and dyed my hair, which really means i dyed most of scalp black and i look fairly ridiculous.
i watched some of basquiat and listened to laura and taylor argue good naturedly and play music.
afterwards laura went home to get warm, me and taylor beat the shit out of each other and then we went to dennys and talked politics and went to walmart. how punkxxxrawk of us. i bought taylor willow, and myself an almond snickers.
i am really rather tired, and very aware of the fact i am unhealthy and sleep deprived. i am not unhappy today tho, which is nice. i am very calm, very controlled, and havent really felt very much emotion all day.
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Sunday, July 4th, 2004

Time:2:17 am.
are you doing anything to celebrate independence day?
so come to taylors house tomorrow sometime around 5/6 and OMGBBQ with us all.
there will be food, music, fire, and swimming.

you can call me if you want.
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Thursday, July 1st, 2004

Subject:dont think i am not aware this is my 5th post of the night oaky/.
Time:3:52 am.
lets devise some hair brained scheme. so we can run away.

when i was in first grade i got into a fight with my mother. in my rather superior rage, i packed up a small bag and ran away to the coat closet in our entry way. i couldnt have been there for more than a half hour, with that time estimate probably pushing it, until i got so frustrated that no one had come looking for me, i simply emergered from my momentary confinement. only later to be even more crushed when (through a series of sly questioning) i realized she hadnt even noticed i was gone.
i am sure i sulked for hours.

my mom used to think that we were telepathic. when we lived in bloomington, she said that i used to always come up to her and ask her questions about things she had just been thinking about in another room of the house. "mom, can i have some crackers?" as she is pulling them out of the cupboard for me out of my eyesight. small things. lots of coincidences. but i would still like to be telepathic. and i miss my mother.

when we moved i used to go lay down by the credit river in the woods behind our house. i would listen to tori amos on my discman and bring books and journals and lay in the weeds by the edge of the creek. i was a poet unlike i am now.
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